I've never had a worst christmas. Not only do I feel no love, I found that I don't look for love. I don't want to be sympathized. I don't want lies or pity. I also don't want a false sense of comfort. They're all empty. Empty promises. I want out.
Stop pretending like you care. Because if you did you'd understand why I want you on your own. Why I would choose you over any other plans that I could have made.
This christmas for lunch I eat a stranger's lunch box, and I dine alone in my room for supper. Uncontrollable circumstances are not your fault: I apologize for my insolence and suffer the consequences by eating in tears.
Thank you for your love. It warms the heart and brightens my soul.
They all come out some how. And when they do, it's not going to remain your own secret... it becomes everyone elses. because you hid it we deserve the truth.
Pro- Battery Small and light (I can carry it around) Pretty Pretty Decent size Serves note taking purposes I like some of the design
Con- Too heavy to take around Might last up to 3 years only? I don't really like Mac OS Shit battery ** Another 'generic' product Small screen
$1050 $220
Iphone 3GS v.s. Blackberry 9700
Pro- Pretty Ugly and professional Cool Aps Calenders and Alerts, instant email etc. WiFi WiFi I like their calender functions GPS Easy to maneuver screens Quick texting options. Ipod
Con- Plan $$ Plan $$ (If I don't get a plan, problematic) - Touch screen New keys to learn Another 'generic' product Ugly
$299 for phone, + data plan $349 for phone, + data plan ps. I think both phones are ugly and repulsive. But there are no other options in mind. All phones are either hideous, or touch. I do not want a touch that breaks easily. (Rules out LG) HTC.... I don't like their design that much anymore.
You know what sucks the most. Its when you believe, with every cell in your body, that talking to a certain someone about something that's bothering you will make it all right. That magically, a wall will be broken down, and bits and pieces of the puzzle will be solved.
But when finally one does bravely ask... nothing has changed.
Then the stones just keep on piling. And so do the problems that have existed since the beginning of...
